Friday, November 14, 2008

Cloudy days, Cloudy thoughts...

What am i suppose to feel when i am not talked to? - That i cannot be taken seriously.

What am i suppose to feel when things had to be secret to me? - That I cannot be trusted.

What am i suppose to feel when i strike a conversation, but am viewed with contempt? - That I am no equal, but an inferior.

What am i suppose to feel when tears are welling within, but people around are turning up the volume of the radio? - That nobody really bothers.

Happened to read about the guy behind ABC Learning Centre on the papers last night. The press wrote that he has a wife who was not this confidante. I kept reading and re-reading that line, and feel so (very) sad for the family who had tried so hard to keep a front. There was a time they had everything but they failed eventually - and hard. I guess that was no surprise. There can be little success when the try is too hard without real love.... the consequences just had domino-al effects that simply sends life's successes into crumbles...

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1 comment:

翡翠 said...

dear yen0,

it is true . . so true . . . about confidenta . . .not one of the supposely partner of a married couple.

reason: within a pair of couple . . . there lies perception. If you were to confide with your loved ones.. your love ones might be angry. . or worried for your current situation. This is so true as not all married couples share all their secrets with each other. You must be puzzle . . then why marry in this case. Love in fact is something that can only be partially explained by SCIENCE.