Sunday, September 27, 2009

The (Occasional) Sunday Brunch partner

It's nice to have someone to do Sunday brunch with after too many weeks of turning into a perpetual hermit. I may not click with everyone on the street, but I do love being in good company. Sure, there have been litters of texts now and then, but there weren't always replies... With some people, I am still excited by face-to-face exchanges.
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I have lost count of the number of weeks we have not met and I wonder if it was because of this long absence, that it seemed the conversations needed more efforts to get going. The synergy was a tad retarded, and at some point, in intermittence. We were almost like awkward teenagers on first dates, not knowing what to expect and needing more time to respond (or was it just me?)... All the things I thought I would ask and tell through these weeks dissolved from my thought bubble just when I most needed them.

There even came an instance when silence ballooned for almost too long, and we were found literally staring at each other, eyeball to eyeball, under the dim brown lights across the oak brown table. For a while, it was awkwardly uncomfy. Then funnily, we smiled bigger at each other and broke the mute with a laugh. Consequently, one of us (can't remember who did, but probably not me though) mastered a question, releasing the paralyzing acupoints, and we went on again, idly chatting about work, old school-times and of things seen and heard.

Back in my solitude, that moment of silence replayed... I wonder why I was looked at like that and if I had missed any significance that was perhaps being transpired. Or perhaps, I am just imagining too much - as usual. Logic is awry here. I am befuddled. Can't quite figure a good conclusion of the event sequence. Ah well, don't try then, I guess. I will just be a faithful good Sunday brunch partner whenever hunger seizes and there are no other appointments in line....

Food was great at The Old Brown Shoe though, and chill ambience too, where we were seated. I walked out of the place and found myself smelling really nice from the refreshing flowery fragrances that they infused the air with. As was with our last two brunches (Simply Bread in Cluny Court and Kenny Rogers in Novena Square), I like the choice of food place by my (occasional) Sunday brunch partner.
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Thursday, September 17, 2009

One thing I wish for now

Chilling out in a tea room with some great company.

(photo plagarised from W.Ong's FB album on Canada. hope MICA doesn't catch up with me. hee..)
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Wednesday, September 16, 2009

万卷书

Introducing my loot of notes accumulated from 4 + 2 years of tertiary education. Look how high they stack. And these are not all, excluding tutorials and another mountain of textbooks.. I wonder how my brains had digested those information. As I flipped through the complex engineering maths functions last night, they gave my head a spin and stared back totally unfamiliar and without sense to me. I feel like one with amnesia... They are things once held so dear (can't live without them!), but now so foreign.. Will I ever recall them again? Will I even ever need them again?
To throw or not to throw?


...And remember those times when we were allowed to bring in notes on A4 sized papers for exams? I found 2 sheets of my treasured notes... can't bear to toss them out even though they too, don't seem intelligible. They ended up getting tucked into the stack and hidden back to the top of the shelves. I am such a sucker for sentiments I cannot even remember. But maybe, just maybe, they will again make sense one day...

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Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Mood blog

Feel like jetting away for a little holiday....
To feel exhilarated and excited again.
....but leaves not enough.... =(
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Monday, September 14, 2009

Another Day

Woke up hoping that I could extend the weekend.... Am i losing it?
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Sunday, September 13, 2009

Did an acorn drop?

I wonder if an acorn dropped on his head to bring something to mind after a whole week of silence for I was suddenly thought of past Saturday midnight, after the coaches had turned into pumpkins.. He "wanted to drop a note to say hi", and to tell that he will be absent again today. I know nuts what a regatta is - it sounded like some fancy Italian or French food to me, but the text spoke of being out at sea and races... * shrug *

I do like the accountability though... it's nice to wake up to that buzz in any case...

Sunday, September 06, 2009

Hi, Hi, Hi, Beautiful Sunday

Almost missed this text because it was nestled among some other urgent work-related sms-es & missed call notices that came in just when I was rushing out for church... and more so, because it was totally unexpected. But it made my day.

My eyes almost popped, and I irrationally placed myself on cloud nine right after reading line one... whoa! Surprise of surprises! How often does anyone even think of me? I hope the sender woke up from some sweet dreams and not from some nightmares though... haha..

Think of me, think of me waking, silent and resigned....
*feeling like Christine Da'ae*
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Thursday, September 03, 2009

Blood Type A


*gulp*
Leading life too tough...
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Wednesday, September 02, 2009

The Rainbow Trimming

Finally found all the log-in information required to access the results today. Haven't been too optimistic and was in some kind of denial for the past period, so it was a pleasant surprise to be found cleared of all the papers I sat for.

Did not score the best grades, and could have done better if I had been in a better condition, I guess, but thankful nonetheless.

The last year had been tough. 2/3 of the fellow part-timers I used to hang out with are repeating the year. Well, that may not be a bad idea, considering that they have got a second chance to log a better score. But I'm grateful for being spared the pro-longed agony of having to overwork the adrenaline pump for that chance. Should keep excitement level down with age...

So now, it is only to sweat over that one paper i absented myself from.. that itself is going to be a test of discipline for the next 8 months since there will not be anymore paid scheduled classes...

Thanks to all the prayer support and encouraging words through those trying moments. They were colour lacings like rainbows over the dark and gloomy clouds. Do continue to keep me in prayers, friends!

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Tuesday, September 01, 2009

Differences


Been wanting to catch Disney movie "Up", and finally did so in the evening before it gets pulled off the big screen. My tears welled in between the scenes as I feel with Carl. And when I asked mom how she finds it, she said the characters are cute and the show was funny.... I think she's probably refering to Russell.

Focus differences there, I guess... even the publicity picture had that discord...
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